little things

  
sadness overcomes me
with thoughts I'm not right for you  
maybe I never could be  
I love you with all my heart  
it hurts to know I'm may not be enough  
   
the right ingredients for your pleasure  
don't seem to be in me  
we make love and yes we fuck  
still your depravity shocks me  
   
I've always known my lusts    
were exhausted long before yours    
I dressed up for you in little slutty outfits  
role played to bring you the fullest satisfaction  
   
I'm not the little girl anymore  
who could charm any man  
you are still a looker at sixty one  
   
if there's one thing I can count on    
women will come on to you  
while you always look the other way  
making sure I'm comfortable  
even though I'm no longer sexiest in the room  
and yet you never make me feel less than  
for all of my failings you make me feel like a Queen  
   
baby you're amazing  
did I remember to tell you  
just how much I love you?