Why

In the beginning , you were the only thing I saw
At the beginning, you had my hopes and my life
My dreams
My heart
And you shattered them in front of me
Indiscriminately fate took me by the wrists and told me no
Snatched back to the cold reality of this world
You said... "I wanted you to hate me"
My wrist, still broken and my fingers still acheing
And I'm still unable to understand
How you stood under him
But I guess that's just the way the world works
I sacrificed my ribs as you plunged you talons in
My poetry still tainted by the moment you fingers left my flesh
There are traces of you in every line that I speak...
But I will always remember you.. with him

But WHY
I NEVER FOUND OUT WHY
WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME
CAN'T YOU SEE THE WAYS I'VE BEEN TWISTED
FORGIVENESS IS A WORD THIS POET DOES NOT UNDERSTAND
BUT FATE SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY THING TO STAND...
AND GIVE ME REASON...
GIVE ME REASON TO GO ON
IS IT REVENGE
IS IT TO SUFFER
IS IT... WHAT IS IT FOR..
FATE OF A WHORE
YOU SEEM HAPPY
AND I HAVE TO TAKE PILLS TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY
TO BE HAPPY
IS THIS FATE?
AND YOUR GETTING MARRIED?
IS THIS FATE?!
WHY