Clarity

You are the one coming through my door and not caring
If it is close to midnight. The moment that I said I needed
You is when the world stopped spinning and I wanted
Your presence to get through the sadness. I am sharing
My vulnerability, even when some words go unheeded
And my emotions have become unhinged. Haunted
Things of the past just slowly begin disappearing from
My mind. I am selfish in the way I want your cuddles
And your positive energy. Questions that get answered
Like will you be okay? Yes. I will be. Some parts go numb
From the overwhelming urge to succumb to it all. Muddles
And messes are straightened up. Surges of energy transferred.
All I can hear is the clarity in my voice when I answer with
Yes when he asks me if I am walking away from this. Like
He thought years of memories did not mean anything to me,
The person in his corner. If only he stopped believing the myth
Instead of the truth that I never stopped loving him, but a strike
Of lightning and clarity brought everything I wanted to see
In someone like you who will not disappear or float away or let  
Me walk away when things get tough. The negativity, I want to forget.