My body had made a decision
Never thinking to talk to me first.
Preferring to dodge more derision,
Than be told the truth this is the worst.
Every week a new pain is risen
Like a faith I can never deny.
My life & Fate in a collision
With a subtle reminder to die.
Itís got to be just one more symptom
In another failed try to be well,
By my mindís judgmental addictum
In my private worldís singular Hell.
Re: the long-term debilitating effects of type 2 diabetes.
Inflection of addictus (accusative masculine singular)
addictus (genitive addictī); (masc.) †
A debt slave; a person who has been bound as a slave to his creditor.