The Colors Of The Soul

   
my pain is stained    
with the guilt of sin    
    
muted colors of shame    
in various hues    
represent my internal torture    
    
shades of midnight terror    
talk back to me    
when I try to defend myself    
    
excuses never cover    
the naked stars that shine in my skies    
all blazing my true nature    
    
they come crashing to Earth    
in agony they die    
bitter deaths    
of the once immortal    
    
they stand for my innocence    
who is now tarnished    
    
the colors of my soul    
are forever blemished    
with the dark fingerprints    
of the inhuman    
    
demons of debauchery    
who constantly plague me    
have you seen the dark?    
    
well I have    
    
it is a real entity    
that floods my sacred ocean    
with the semen of the devil    
    
my inner child impregnated    
gives birth to a monster    
she looks just like me    
    
with fair hair    
and a liar's tongue    
speaks blasphemy