There is a Side of Me

There is a side of me
That wants to hold you
To wrap you in my affection
And use my arms to embrace you
In a hug that lasts a lifetime

There is a side of me
That wants to obey you
To kneel, bound before you
And kiss your toes and ankles
While you command me  

There is a side of me
That wants to fuck you
To strip you down to nothing
And to impale you forcefully
To take my pleasure from you

There is a side of me
That wants to worship you
To honor you with laurels
And bring you offerings
Like an ancient goddess

There is a side of me
That wants to bind you
To secure you to my bedposts
And control you with hands and fingers
Like an artist molding clay

There is a side of me
That wants to talk to you
To tell you everything
And explain with clumsy words
All the sides of me

17 May 2018