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I feel as if I am falling

It feels like I am falling
I recognize my body gently touching the sheets, I endure the cold breeze lurking through a crack in the wall.
The edges of my view keeps filling with black...nothingness  
Am I disappearing? becoming nothing, not worth remembering?  
Describing feelings is like tearing down half-finished puzzles.  
Holding on to a sharp knife pierced through my hand on the edge of tomorrow.    
My mind is filling the blanks, there is no breathing room through the unbearable aching of a young boy, now becoming a man.    
Am I finally accepted in society as a man?  
Crowded hallways screeching, jealous...They are jealous, right?    
I know nothing...  
My mind drifts further away, disturbed by the physical and mental pain.  
It feels like I am falling  
R.A.L.H.P
Written by R_A_L_HP
Published | Edited 2nd Mar 2020
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