Lusting to my Death (a collaboration between Ken and Jadedembers)

The touch of your hand  
against my face  
Almost caused me to  
lose my place  
 
I feel those hands upon me  
Your lips are soft and sweet  
But your teeth sharp with pain  
 
Trying to be close to you and  
keep you distant...  
is a strain  
Control is wearing thin  
 
Needful greedy lust  
Flashing in our eyes
Embers catching fire
Come to me to die
Little deaths until  
nothing is left
 
Aroused at the idea  
of being your first  
But Being with someone who wants  
What you want is the worst  
 
Have to keep my mind right  
And not give it to lust  
It’s not even your fault  
But you don’t have my trust
 
Distrust a common poison
Found in the blood that I  
Make flow from your limbs
 
Your scent is so enticing  
Like anyone being deflowered  
At first you seem reluctant
Until you feel  
What It really means to be fucked  
 
It Sparks a fire within
I lose to my desire  
Throwing caution to the wind  
As I enter you entirely  
I feel your teeth sink in  
 
The more that I give in to you  
The more life slips away  
It can’t be one or the other  
This is the only way  
 
All or nothing
Lets let the monsters within
Nibble away until nothing remains
But the discarded bones  
 
I can’t think of a way  
To do this in my head  
So I’ll enjoy this now  
Because tomorrow I’ll be dead  
 
You pin me to the bed  
And take in all you can  
I don’t know how to do this  
I don’t have any plan
 
Just losing everything to this  
Disturbing necessary dismemberment
 
I can’t tell if it’s the sex or death of me  
That causes the moans to escaape
Looking at you as you eat me  
right down to the bone  
 
Lust and pain together  
This feeling can’t be matched  
Pounding you as you chew my shoulder  
my arm becomes detached  
 
I can do without my arm  
But now your at my neck  
Your mouths the perfect fit  
It’s actually keeping me erect  
 
Harder faster  
It’s too good to be true  
You’re ripping me apart  
As I’m plowing into you  
 
I feel you start to peak  
I think that Im there too  
About to explode  
As I’m giving in to you  
 
Your still grinding hard against me  
My blood stains your face  
I want to peak before I die  
In this terrifying race  
 
I know I won’t survive this  
No use in trying to pretend  
I’ve chosen the
pleasure of fucking death
As I reach my end


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