DEATH LUST.

I  want to bleed and weep
i want to bleed red rivers and shed blackened tears
to fill the soulless void
where once my heart was hidden
i want to drown in burning lava
red hot bubbling magma
in the sulphur lake
of my past mistakes
as my wiry hairs
go up in flames...

i want to run away
from the condemning lights
flee far away
from this condescending faces
run into the darkness
into holy sweet loneliness
i want to dive deep into oblivion
where only infinity can find me
i want to look up
and see myself
spread across the skies
in wisps and clasps
transluscent,transient.

i want to walk away
run, let go
i want to forget
i want to sleep
and wake up
to a new world
where no pasts haunt me
where i am the hero of my own story
no one to judge me,betray me
a world that knows no emotion
i want to walk out of the door
of living
walk out of life
into boundlessness,freedom
be one with infinity
i want to take that leap of faith
into darkness
into eternity
i want you.death.