Friend Intentions

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There's a code that's missing;
Maybe the last number smudged
out, maybe, I was getting busy
pleasing boys to collect.

My deciphering goes askew
where men be concerned;
I don't have the tools to know
good friend intentions over
those wanting to fuck me
over my couch for their bravado
pleasure releases

But you are way different,
everyone would have walked
by now, indeed, you've stood
your ground spiritually beside
me with guidance at every
step we've BOTH taken.

And I, will go to you for advice
on Men & their friendships ways
(Giggle at your serious but
funny face to face responses)
But to you, I'll always listen
& learn from someone
Loving of my emotions, as
you learn from me too in our
Togetherness of equality.

I'll always come to you for "fuck
me" over my couch
moments too, but that's for
another salacious write xx
not this one.