I missed sex...

Failure's not an option
I will succeed.
Nothing will change that side of me.
I may change but not that side

I'm an asshole but that's what got me laid. And if a certain person reads this, yes it was of my own free will.

I love the girl's agressive side.
I can't wait to see her like that.
We use video chat as much as we can.

I think this feeling i have... I've never felt it before. My heart wants to jump out of my chest whenever she's with me. For now it's only friends with benefits. I'm not sure i want it to be more than that. I just want the sex. But i don't know ... what should i do? I don't want the answer if it means we change.