Pain prt4

Massive pain inside hiding
Intense thoughts today not
Extreme punishment given ouch
Severe guilt felt why?

Running out of time
Hiding why? Who cares?
Dark night fight right
Time forgotten really why?

Flying blind course changed
Mind split decided twice
Wrong Devils Angels right
Blue sky's black nights

Guilt builds feeling sick
Tread lightly wounded here
Laying down before today
Smoke on the hills

Fighting here winning there
Borrowed time not wise
Face facts move forward
Dead along time true