Realization.

I hope it hurts. Seeing me like this. Happy with no cares in the world.
The world doesn't owe us shit. So we have to work for it.
It is nothing like the movies. It's better. When you realize this I'll  talk
Talk to you. It's time for us all to grow up. I've matured.
Matured since i stopped talking to you. Putting myself first.
First i started to do my chores and more on time without the yelling.
The yelling has stopped from all parties. I have caught up on work.
Work i missed or didn't do. I applied for a job.
A job is easy enough for my first. No one is controlling me.
Controlling my actions and who i talk to or what i say.
I say what i want and now more people talk to me.
Talking to me about things we all like. I hope this hurts you.
You should realize that what you did and are doing isn't healthy.
Healthy for anyone. Wake up and start noticing shit.
Shit doesn't always go your way and things are given to you!
You need to work for your own shit. Until you open your eyes...
Open eyes and read between the lines. Go to hell. You hurt me.
Hurt me so much that it caused me to change.
Change to my better life. You did bring sorrow and pain to me.
Me and my soul. You don't own me. So stop trying to change me.
Change me into the beings you people are.
You people are insane. And i was being controlled by sexual urges.
Urges that i now have control over. So good luck.
Good luck trying to get me back. I'll do whatever it takes.
Whatever it takes to be able to get away from you guys.

I tried to your friend but... what a friend is to me and what a friend is to you, are completely different. Goodbye. I'll wait for you to get to the level of society. When you actually start to notice that everything you worried about and did to yourselfs... was fucking stupid! You're not going to get the attention you want.