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Now
Now, I have all of these horrible thoughts
they aren't going anywhere
and they'll take me nowhere
but that does not change the fact that they are still there
It's all about me
because it's such a selfish disease
it took me away
and it never brought me back
I wasn't really prepared
even though I thought I was
I think we all may think this way
eventually, it will start to show
one couldn't really be ready, if they do not know
you can be empathetic
without being pathetic
it hurts inside;
your head, it just feels too wide
everybody and everything can not bring you so much shame
you can not bear this feeling of blame
it hurts because you know
but, it won't be fixed with these rhymes --
I know this feeling
one just can not hide what is this real
yet, it always comes back down to you
no matter how much one tries
no matter how much you cry
no matter how many people you help
no matter what you may give away
or how much you pray
at the end of the day,
it's about you
a very designated feeling
in your brain
it feels weird
and then it moves again --
if I could describe the feeling in a physical sense
that would be it
so, you decide to stare at your ceiling
watch the paint that's already dried
your world becomes a new color
your mind becomes a battleground
you got sick and it's over
now, where do you want to go?
you cried, but you can not bellow
there is a curse of being too mellow
melancholic people
they have no cause
we may look chill
but, we usually need another
I don't want to hide
and I know I still have my pride
things come and they go
but, this has certainly been a wild ride
that I wish I could describe
it's just something you will either know
or never know
It's not a bug or a tumor
we already know the cause
ultimately, you'll need to stop
before it becomes something you just can not
then it feeds even more for days
and leaves you out in the world again,
alone
they aren't going anywhere
and they'll take me nowhere
but that does not change the fact that they are still there
It's all about me
because it's such a selfish disease
it took me away
and it never brought me back
I wasn't really prepared
even though I thought I was
I think we all may think this way
eventually, it will start to show
one couldn't really be ready, if they do not know
you can be empathetic
without being pathetic
it hurts inside;
your head, it just feels too wide
everybody and everything can not bring you so much shame
you can not bear this feeling of blame
it hurts because you know
but, it won't be fixed with these rhymes --
I know this feeling
one just can not hide what is this real
yet, it always comes back down to you
no matter how much one tries
no matter how much you cry
no matter how many people you help
no matter what you may give away
or how much you pray
at the end of the day,
it's about you
a very designated feeling
in your brain
it feels weird
and then it moves again --
if I could describe the feeling in a physical sense
that would be it
so, you decide to stare at your ceiling
watch the paint that's already dried
your world becomes a new color
your mind becomes a battleground
you got sick and it's over
now, where do you want to go?
you cried, but you can not bellow
there is a curse of being too mellow
melancholic people
they have no cause
we may look chill
but, we usually need another
I don't want to hide
and I know I still have my pride
things come and they go
but, this has certainly been a wild ride
that I wish I could describe
it's just something you will either know
or never know
It's not a bug or a tumor
we already know the cause
ultimately, you'll need to stop
before it becomes something you just can not
then it feeds even more for days
and leaves you out in the world again,
alone
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