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rolling holes over,
hollow banks with a caste style ranking of
negative numerics minusing loss to X amount of hollowed out
near misses of lives nearly lived but
tripped over the broken stems of the equal to division of and ripped limbs of and
amputating castration of monosexual autoerotic introspection of  
What?  

god save the children educating their bodies under the secret eye of adult perversions spying,
hungry thirsty longing lusting envy
quaking shame and alleviating through chastise-mentoring no no  No
Puke.  haste makes waste, regurgitate slowly and get the full taste....

electroshock therapy,
convulsive neural redemption,
recharge and revamp,
drug-up and own up to your helplessness
and surrender,
sit quietly and nod,
drool and avoid thoughts of....

take this spin on it:  
you can't help but know what you didn't until now and
now that you know
you know what you had and have lost it
gave it up and folded it within a pocket of memory and
the sharp edges are stabbing you where?  
Forget it.  Drool.  Masturbate, jerk off and drool.  Regret it.

Well, now that we're all  here,
we may as well play with each other and make this like a "moment,"
like a treasured intimate like thing,
like something we'll tell our miscarriages about,
tales for our abortions

feel the compulsive raging urging need to spill out something
because the sun is coming up and burning holes in the curtains
exposing in relentless light the impossibility of another day
that we'll probably waste in our head,
drowning in daydreams and a cold water wishing well
possessed of an increasingly swamp like stagnation and
our minds smell like a septic tank.  

trapped and collapsing and flesh like bars,
eyes like shaded windows frozen
content to be discontent forever,
too old to change and death looks a lot like freedom sometimes but
that's a  terrible misgiving to give away

(there's a bomb in this silence somewhere ticking)

We miss  the fortune of the blind.  
disengage.
Written by RByron418 (R Byron Johnson)
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