Foolishly Fading Fast

I used to love the rain
dripping wet  
upon my naked chest
glistening  
inside, a house of rainbows
bestowing and bending  
to the absence,  
needed and seeded in hope
where feelings once grew
 
I used to give myself over
to the moon  
succumbing to her
gravitation
pulling upon my shoulder
a need to support
an existence
void of light pushed
behind closed doors
of shame, left with senselessness
unnamed and blamed
for jumping over you
 
Stares sit blankly  
upon the stars
no blinking or
thinking as nothingness drifts  
darkness beckons
gripping as another night
is foolishly fading fast