Finally

Finally....

I fixed that squeaky hinge,  on the door of my soul
that used to keep me awake at night...

No more thoughts replaying themselves over & over
again...finally... the inner me is feeling alright.

Finally... I am Not afraid to take deep breaths of my life...
I am finally ok just being me...

I don't care about not being a Lover a girlfriend or a wife.
Finally... My lil Soul feels free.

Finally... the tears stopped falling...
just when I was beginning to drown

Finally ... I could hear ancestors  calling...
As they soothed my soul and calmed me down.

Finally... I'm not so angry... No more Mad Voices
Screaming in my head....
Finally.... I have Won a Battle... most of my demons
are now dead....

Finally... I've learned to live in the present moment
No fretting about the future... no remorse over the past...

Finally  no more dark shadows... does my consciousness cast

Finally My soul is no longer frozen... I am not immobilized by my pain  

Finally I know who I am... Now I remember my name...

Finally.... I have learned to move at my own pace
just... take my time... because the balance of sanity...
Is always just 1 fine line...

Yes... Finally
I have learned not to hold on to shit that's not even mine
and even when things get hard... I say fuck it... and I'll be just fine.

Finally... I'm not holding on to lies and fantasies...
Finally... I'm holding on to ALL the light inside of me

Finally... EVERYTHING inside me.... Got Free!