Love hurts

There are two things i can't stand, liars and thieves
I'm no thief but i tell the biggest lie every day
Put on a fake smile and talk in a calm voice
But on the inside im cracking and falling apart
Close to putting an end to myself
Going home and hiding so nobody knows
I can't hide it very well, my eyes show all my pain
Now the day of “love” draws near
I see all the couples together
Laughing, hugging, and kissing
Meanwhile i feel my heart fall to pieces
Remembering all the loss i've had
I was a good person to them all
I cared for them and protected them
They came with smiles and warmth in their hearts
And in the end they turned black as they left for others
Lied and went around behind my back
And decided they were bored with me….
I've never been a cheater, only the cheated
Every year on this day i cant smile
Instead i drink myself until i can't remember anything
It never works… these memories scream at me
Do i let it out and hope for the best…… no
Instead i say…..