Sorry?

How can you say your sorry
when you know you cut me open
You was my heart and soul
The better half of me
You was my sweetest poetry I ever wrote
Now a part of me is broke
so how can you say your sorry
When you meant so much to me
and this ocean of love
was deep but you cut me open
much fuckin' deeper
can't you see
you hurt me deep within
you left me bruised and scarred
broken inside
twistid and torn
with your cold hardheartedness
that ripped apart my mother fuckin heart
regardless how I felt
you discarded me as I were nothing
so I don't get it
how can you say you are sorry?????