Pain

Sitting here in the silence all alone,
Listening to the clock ticking by in this empty home.
I just had surgery so I’m limited,
I’m Going crazy, maybe I should be admitted;
Into the psychiatric ward.
I know I shouldn’t but I can’t help but think the world wouldn’t miss me if I was gone,
There are times my smile is real, others it feels like it’s drawn on.
I try to run from the thoughts in my head,
But I just can’t get away from all this dread.
Dreading waking up up to another day,
Knowing that no mater what I do I can’t escape this pain.