[2018] I Know

    
I come off as a bit of a    
cunt --- tends to happen    
bearing the brunt of your
life long repression    
   
Still, my self expression flows    
unimpeded as needed    
from an open space    
between thighs clenched    
so fucking tight    
   
I have no one    
to give myself to    
   
What happened?    
Happened---    
no one was wrong    
no one was right    
   
I have no one    
to give my Love to    
   
Same as yours---    
heart broken in two    
   
Yet here I am inside    
still advocating for you    
not to give up    
but instead    
FIGHT    
for her    
   
I know    
you know    
I know you    
better than you    
know yourself    
   
as sure    
as the back of your hand    
whose fingertips bear my    
prints    
   
Unseperable since birth    
if you catch my drift    
Might as well be twins    
if you get my hints    
   
Your champion    
as the linch pins of self worth    
unpinion    
   
I'll hold your halved heart    
together for as long as I can    
until you give in    
completely to this reality    
of no longer being you    
preferring to be me    
   
I'll hold your halved heart    
together for as long as I can    
because even though    
you can't bring yourself to    
   
I still Believe    
in the both of us

and both of you