Pain for eyes

I loved you once
but now it's died
I'm a black widow
I'll spin your web of lies
for the lesser ones
and that means you!
 
I suppose trust is earned
but I ran out of credit long ago
my words are sharp
sharper than your razor
what you don't know
is that i hurt more inside
 
spread the news
roll the eyes
make the heads turn
make people be sorry
if not
pay them blood
and make them bleed
 
I know by writing this
I'm just fueling you
but I'm not close to the flame
i never was
never will be
as i've never cared much for fire
because I'm rather cold...