A Letter To That Girl In College

So I seen the way he treats you
Misguiding you to believe he’s the one
When deep down inside you ain’t the one,
Because girl I know he’s ruined your trust
He’s left you in tears with running makeup
The first time you ever had a breakup

I was sat there in class head down doing my work
Questioning myself, like does he know your worth?
Does he see your pain when he comes out with them words he says?
That break you down and break your crown
I don’t know, all I know is that you don’t need a man like that
I mean a boy like that

Now excuse me if I’m rude but he treats you like crap
But you’re high in love so you run back
It’s not even Thursday...but that boy should be a throw-back
Not a go back
And that coming from a man himself, even i don’t understand that

He picks out your flaws as if they was the first things he saw
He makes you cry, and tells you to be with another guy
And even then you still stick by his side?
When, he ain’t even mr right he’s just sly
He tells you he loves you? We all know that’s a lie
Because if he loved you then why’s he pushing you to the side like you’re something to hide?
Shouting abuse at you and ruining your pride
To the point, no one can see bright green eyes when they walk by

I’ve had my eyes on you since longer than I know
I never admitted that though, in case your feelings towards me
Were nothing but a no show

Baby you’re beautiful and I just wanna see you grow
I wanna let you know that you’re worth more than a rose
You’re worth more than spending your cold nights alone
An to be honest, I once tried to call your phone
To talk and have a joke, but I guess back then you didn’t like me no?
That or, you was with him believing his lies bout
“Girl you’re my everything let’s have us a wedding ring”

Now would you believe me if I told you, that when you’re asleep
You’re not that girl he rings, it’s a new ting
Why can’t you wake up and hear them alarm bells ring?
Baby you must be blind to be in love with this next guy
When, I’ve been sat here for months praying you’d give you and I a try

Maybe I’m way too over my head
Or, perhaps you never listened to these words I just said
Or these, words I just spilled
I apologise since im just tryna tell you how I feel

So here’s that letter to the girl in college,
I hope it teaches you some knowledge

Love.