I know....

I know...
I know
There are words
to which
These things
can be explained,
and seen.
Only I just
can't find them.
I know their
right there,on the
tip of my
tongue
Waiting to be said,but...
I just can't find them.
They dare me to say
them,but when
I try,
they falter
like
Wind to my chest.
There in an instant
gone
in a flash.
Causing me to grasp
for air instead.
Making me look like a fool
for not being able
to explain
as well as I should be.
They make sense in my
head,but
When I try to put them
on paper
or speak aloud
none of it makes
any sense
at all.
Ladies and Gentlemen
I am purely
adjacent.