Re: Loneliness

Loneliness affliction,
I walk past the boulevard,
Scarred with childhood memories,
Looking for reality to bite,
Awaken me from this depression,
Truanting with truth,
Vagabond voyeur,
Who never learnt his lesson,
Stone cold,
Dethroned by delirium,
Homeless, searching for the existential abode,
Concrete and steely glares,
Battling with bourgeoisie,
I want more than money,
My body writes cheques I can no longer cash,
I see serenity in the streetlights,
As a surf the waves of condemnation,
You can't tempt me with sensual,
Overtures, kisses, candy coated,
My emotions misquoted,
Like bastardised scribes,
This world of nine - five,
Is vacuous like reality tv sound bites,
Who wants a wife , when you can have a sentient slave,
 Too ego driven and self inflicted,
To ever cook anything half decent,
In the kitchen,

But when you where afflicted, I was your grand wizard, demystified your depression,

Taught you too cradle your feminity, like a family heirloom, Gave you violets, on rainy days , caressed your ego like a masseuse,

But what's the use? 

Now your gone,

Licking my wounds,  over sentimental buffoon,



Love left,  Emotionally in debt,

Heartbroken, Forlorn scribbler,

Trauma tattoed deep in my scar tissue,

Why the **** did I ever love you ?