More then friends....

i am only new to this loving kinda world,
this year found my first love
as i am almost 14
i didn't really expect to fall for him

well at the time i liked a guy,
that was tall, sweet and strong
but all of a sudden i got asked out
and it didn't seem so wrong

but now i have relised
that i'm the one in control
as he is almost a year younger
and i'm the taller one

we used to be great friends
but now were not so close
i used to tell him everything
but now i am all shut up

i thought i would trust him more
but it didn't seem to work
i really hope i can open up
so we can sort this out....