Nourished with the deadly need

                         Parasite,    
   
won't you be my infection?    
                         i introduce you to my blood stream    
just so you can leave me so ...    
   
                            fucked.    
   
 my rib cage aches for you,    
                         there's not a colder shade of blue.    
   
you are my favorite ulcer;    
                         setting up gangrene.    
   
my bones they didn't hear it coming,    
                                  metal spinning blade machines.    
   
  won't you bring me whiskey?    
                          climb up in my cozy bed?    
i'll burn down every goddamned star;    
                                   just to hear the slumber lull,      
   
                           I Love you.