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Well, it's complicated. I don't know how to make things work. Maybe I'm just really tired and frustrated. I want to be alone but I don't want to be left alone. Still, I don't want to see anybody. I guess it's like this old skin that I'm pulling off of my finger, it hurts and it brings me no peace, it makes my finger bleed, it's ugly and painful but it's an addiction and I can't stop. It's like I'm constantly sabotaging myself. I just want to be happy, but I see no meaning in anything. I don't want to die but I don't want to live. Every connection I make is made with a very thin golden thread that shines in the dark but I can't actually grasp to it for it will break. So it's just like some kind of guidance line that I'm not strong enough to follow.
Published 19th Jan 2018
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19th Jan 2018 9:36am
I know the feeling. Just feeling stuck with no way out. Hope things get better for you. Great poem :-)
20th Jan 2018 7:46am
19th Jan 2018 11:15am
Really great ink written there, a good insight into depression, great depth and emotion, I know the feelings your expressing too life can just be so bleak sometimes especially when you feel like you have no where to turn.
Again great writing.
Again great writing.
20th Jan 2018 7:52am
Thank you for the nice comment!
Depression has been an annoying companion for a while now. I have some bad days and some almost good.
Writing has always helped me through my emotions and it's nice to be able to put the result out there for others to find and connect with, even when it's a floating sensation and messed up words.
Thanks again, dear.
Depression has been an annoying companion for a while now. I have some bad days and some almost good.
Writing has always helped me through my emotions and it's nice to be able to put the result out there for others to find and connect with, even when it's a floating sensation and messed up words.
Thanks again, dear.
19th Jan 2018 12:34pm
Have no clue what that word (title) says, nor how to pronounce, nor know the definition but I'm assuming it's
subject is within your ink, which was deep, n powerfully felt...
subject is within your ink, which was deep, n powerfully felt...
20th Jan 2018 7:56am
The title is actually my lack of inspiration, I basically just clicked random keys so it wouldn't be blank. But I guess it means something, as in my lack of will to even come up with a title. Anyway, thank you for the sensible comment. :)
