Lost In The Dark

Those whispered and promised words… I am never leaving.
I really began to believe them as I was looking into your
Eyes and was completely trusting you, but I began grieving
The loss of you as you were already walking out the door,
Without even looking back to say see you later or good-bye.
It is like seeing all the lights go out and I know that there is
Nothing I can do to get all of it back to the on switch. It is like
Watching everyone leave the party early to go home. The fizz,
Build up and fading was wearing me down. It is like you strike
Me in the heart where it hurts and bleeds the most because
The one person who I thought would love me endlessly did
Not want it anymore. Streaming tears spoke for closed jaws
Because there are no possible words to be said … only amid
The rising anger could there be a softly spoken I love you and
I miss you because although you really cut me deep you still
Possess my bloodstained heart within your waiting hand.
In the dark we could not catch every truth and every spill.