P.S. Epilogues reveal their fates

I slammed my heart on the floor  
a paper milk carton half full  
lay gushing  
gaping fluid  
 
flesh throwing right hooks  
capturing as cameras do  
breaking black stitches  
baseball bats across knees  
hearts hurling fastballs  
 
caught a glimpse in the mirror of the monster i am  
punching at melted sand  
sprawl across the floor  
flip me like a card trick  
from a deck of bicycles  
 
azaleas evergreen in spring  
strife stands in the mud's grit  
i'll fold my hand  
i made you toast  
set a table spread for two  
i'd rather have breakfast in bed with you  
 
two half hitches  
hurled me in your loving arms  
locked me to your liars lungs  
we built a world upon a waning dream  
cracked my heart  
an egg shell sucking in your soul  
 
so sink your kiss just like a vampires teeth  
hang me from your Christmas wreath  
please get the tweezers  
bamboo shoots make me talk terribly  
 
 
*  
*  
*  
amidst the fire sail  
they spoke of how we held our post  
a phantom's Love lit sparks in the night  
hot bullet casings sold us all to hell  
*  
*  
*  
 
 
we threw their words to those still frostbit  
a breath of fresh air so cold you cum  
lull me with those goo goo eyes  
swing me through your hot wheels track  
you drive me crazy like a metronome  
ticking  
8 bit block avalanches buried me  
words as lynch mobs make us martyrs in their web  
blondes twisting switchblades  
sinking sideways  
blood stains blot upon white walls  
wrap me like your mummy's curse  
bury me in your pocket purse  
tear the clean blinds off in a fit of rage  
these weighted keys are more than i could bear  
 
i count the ethernet cables  
as they wrap around my neck  
you are the noose  
that knocked me from my breath  
a Love i value far much more than Death  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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inspired by the talented:  _shadoe_ (koshka)  
 
from : "epilogue: [// dear Ggod //]"  
 
 
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/295008-epilogue-dear-ggod/