23/03/2016

I don't think I've ever met someone so good with words.
Even for a poet,
you sure do run rings around me.
It was hard for me to see the lies.
It was difficult for me to realise the eyes I had been looking into for so many years, were empty and fake.
Like glass they reflected back to me all the things I wanted to see...
We aren't special....
We weren't right for each other
cause we aren't on the same level.
You believe in things and actions I will never.
You believe in lies, I will never.
You're interested in things I'll never be interested in.
We don't have much in common and I don't think we ever did.
The one thing we did have in common was that we were both young and in love with one another.
And instead of our love ending dramatically but romantically.
It ended in spitefulness and rage.
I have no words for you anymore...
I used to be able to write paragraphs on how your face lit up at the sight of me... But now it's a shame the way this have to be.
 
I'm a strong man but I'm sorry...
I'm not strong enough to forgive someone who isn't really sorry...
And you're not.
Cause this has been like a movie on repeat but the characters change to fit your new needs.
You always had me at your feet but now there's nothing left of me you can defeat.



23/ March/ 2016


NJT