Drown the pain

I feel like shit
And I look it
I tried to take all my pain
And tried to drown it away
But the next day it returned
with more to burn
Swirling around up to my throat
It tries to suffocate when it grabs hold
I just want to wash it down
And make it drown
I want to destroy it
But it is in it's bliss
It is like me stubborn as hell
I can't seem to kick it out
You heal me, and help
You banish my pain into hell
You save me from myself
All my pain you killed