You're a water sign, and in many cultures, that's a depiction of one who possesses the spirit of one who's capable of being a purifier, protector, and a giver of life.
I sense that the flip side would be disasterous, afterall, a body of water is a powerful force if it flows rapidly.
Whether actualised or not, the potential for destruction lies within you. You do that to me when I think about you, and all that distance with oceans that seperate us while you're all the way over there, and I'm here hoping for more of you.
You're extremely sensitive, and perhaps, even more so than I.
Many men, will not admit to their sensitivities but you do, and many times, you've suffered for such.
It's a hard act to follow, for any man that dabbles in the realms of a womans heart and soul, the way you do.
I miss you, and those soft spoken words drifting across my endless thoughts of you, all over me.
Water, is a primary source of healing & nourishment, and I see that capability within you too.
It's the only logical explaination for those who gravitate towards you, including me.
You're incarnated with this elemental gift, and if you're unable to tap into you, you'll struggle to find the purpose in knowing how to effectively channel that element to benefit you on your day to day walk, in this lifetime.
Of course, you may very well already do so.
I wish we had the chance to spend more time together to show you how to shift your internal energy and tap into your chakras, however, it's evident that you're not in a position to do so.
As Bruce Lee stated... be like water, and don't allow people to infilitrate your inner calm, and what you know to be the truth, in the depths of your heart & soul.
For all we know, I could be the euchology of your heart & soul, and likewise you for me as I hold you in moments of translational bliss, and sacredness.
The eyne, tell no lies when unicity binds us through love & understanding.