stupid girl

i donít want to need you  
i donít want to cling on to the hopeless parts  
tear my head apart, make me break
youíll never know how much i ache  
youíre careless, i think i like the taste of it  
kill me more--iím the one loading the gun  
a misplaced delusion away from coming undone  
i like the complication--i twist it up myself †
you donít act like you do in my mind †
why canít you just get it right? †

you think your brainís better than mine †
fuck that, you donít know anything †
about communication, hearts and healing  
youíre so oblivious to human nature it hurts  
read Tri-axium but that wonít tell you how to deal with me  
how to care, how to see but iím just a body made of dirt †  
so go ahead ignore me forever--play your stupid sax, relax  
while i have a thousand heart attacks †
iím exaggerating, i know this †
but i canít let you go around thinking itís all fine  
i hate you and i need you so fucking bad †
youíre gonna end up stabbing my head with a knife †
you didnít even know you had
(i'm not real)
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