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Drink Me
I'm a wanderess, lone ranger
Never
Staying in one place too long, too
Afraid of attachment
With a silver, alluring tongue
And green eyes that analyze, diagnose,
Understand
What most don't
Of the way humans act and behave
A borne manipulator fearful of her own white
Lies,
Comparable to a sociopath
With empathy and morality
Broken family,
Shattered relationships,
Bloody and bruised knuckles
Above scarred wrists
Silence is my weapon, along
With words and letters I intertwine
To seduce and comfort
I breathe content, serenity
Into their lungs, for nothing but to see
Them walk without burdens in their eyes
While staining my own throat
With smoke and hopelessness
Gentle but always restless,
Soft and maternal, never shouting at a child
And never scolding for what is not their fault
But screaming,
Screaming at those who twist harmful lies
And see nothing but theirselves
Despising the selfish
As I give up everything for those I love
I often wonder in fear,
If I am the narcissist, if I am the one in the wrong
I ache for touch, for care, to be loved the same way I have
Loved others
Yet bruises stained my skin years ago
And they demand to not be ignored, never fading
Perfection in studies, education,
Begging honor scouts
My combat boots echoing
And a cigarette reaching my lips
Cold lives in my heart
But fire and lava in my veins
For I've done some things that I can't
Speak
Is my mind warped?
I frighten myself.
Will I feel this forever?
Should I be back in the mental hospital?
Am I crazy?
Am l like him?
Am I like her?
I never know.
I never know.
I never know.
I never know.
I never
Never
Staying in one place too long, too
Afraid of attachment
With a silver, alluring tongue
And green eyes that analyze, diagnose,
Understand
What most don't
Of the way humans act and behave
A borne manipulator fearful of her own white
Lies,
Comparable to a sociopath
With empathy and morality
Broken family,
Shattered relationships,
Bloody and bruised knuckles
Above scarred wrists
Silence is my weapon, along
With words and letters I intertwine
To seduce and comfort
I breathe content, serenity
Into their lungs, for nothing but to see
Them walk without burdens in their eyes
While staining my own throat
With smoke and hopelessness
Gentle but always restless,
Soft and maternal, never shouting at a child
And never scolding for what is not their fault
But screaming,
Screaming at those who twist harmful lies
And see nothing but theirselves
Despising the selfish
As I give up everything for those I love
I often wonder in fear,
If I am the narcissist, if I am the one in the wrong
I ache for touch, for care, to be loved the same way I have
Loved others
Yet bruises stained my skin years ago
And they demand to not be ignored, never fading
Perfection in studies, education,
Begging honor scouts
My combat boots echoing
And a cigarette reaching my lips
Cold lives in my heart
But fire and lava in my veins
For I've done some things that I can't
Speak
Is my mind warped?
I frighten myself.
Will I feel this forever?
Should I be back in the mental hospital?
Am I crazy?
Am l like him?
Am I like her?
I never know.
I never know.
I never know.
I never know.
I never
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