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Trust

You tell me to let my guard down and open up my heart I say I need to guard it
before the ones with the evil smiles and dotted eyes come for me as they try to rip it apart.
I'm the target that they aim their darts at and try to take me down.
I'm the one that they claim I'm their best friend, but in reality you just hang with me just to get the dirt on me so you can spread it like the plague.
Bitch you ain't even a real friend you probably wouldn't even help me if I needed an arm and a leg better yet a whole mother fucking body.
Pardon me if I sound so cynical but you gotta admit that nobody in this world can fully go throughout life without stressing that somebody is gonna back stab them for something,
do something real dirty to em and get em like life is all about looking out for yourself, your wealth, and only your health even if you gotta take someone else's.
And don't even get me started on loving someone who'll turn around one day and change into Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde who'll hide all their true colors at the start, make you believe everything they say, treat you like royalty till finally they got you right
where they want you.
Next thing you know you're wondering where the hell have they been, why it takes them so damn long to answer the phone like Mr. Telephone man there is something wrong with my line and you knew you dialed it about a thousand times!.
Then finally it hits you they online showing off in the car you bought em doing some slick shit with a trick bitch, better get ya hot sauce bat and knock Becky's teeth in and pull her good hair out till she bleeds and bust her head open like a piņata.
And he ain't going down easy either, Rocky will put him out of his misery and finally at the bottom of the ocean with bricks tied to his ankles as he sinks down so low till the bubbles stop.
Remember the motto bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks
Snoop n' Dre said it best.
'Cause a hoe will fuck ya then ya best friend then suck him and his dad off for only two-fifty and come back and kiss ya with those same lips talkin' bout she loves ya, she wanna have ya baby, she want ya to take care of her and marry her.
Bitch, stop lying you've been around the block more than a street cleaner which mean you can't wifey her.
But do you listen? Hell no!.
You get caught up, fall in love, and next thing you know you're in the doctor's office with a list full of STD's from guess who?
You look stupid for trusting the bitch and you wanna know why? 'Cause she said " but I only slept with one man".
Hmm yeah sure
Tell me how the fuck am I supposed to trust a mother fucker when every mother fucker out here seems sketchier than the next? Or
Wants to flex like they are all that and act like they are better than everyone else?.
I'm just tryna get mine and be with mine and not be with that fake ass shit and talk that bullshit with no wannabes, tryna be a diva or a mac daddy but really they just a bitch in disguise while whispering lies and rumors in one direction while in the other direction blowing kisses to my ass like they actually give a fuck about me.
Bitch, if you don't like me then don't act like you care 'cause I ain't gonna try to be your friend.
'Cause in the end only God can judge me.
So fuck your opinion about me 'cause it don't mean a thing to me.
Been a lone wolf all my life I don't need fake ass friends pretending to love me when they just want something from me, try to bury me deep in the dirt, hurt me, fuck me over.
No more of it,
No more of it,
No more of it,
I'm done.
Written by MsRockyJackson
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