disconnected thoughts ~ [//in the guise of a poem {xiv//]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DCgYvfkDVA
 
ping pong at a 90° angle  
my swollen cheek/the wall  
[you rock me thru  
the delirium]  
tho i scratch your face  
to remind myself  
what's real to  
endorphin clouded eyes ~
... your skin  
dissolves on my tongue,  
[coppery & efferevescent]  
a prologue to  
the apocalypse, brewing  
in my spine ...  
i swallow  
the evidence of you,  
knot our eyelashes  
[grounding myself]  
in the storm  
of eyes  
& flesh  
& your mouth  
licking at my screams
*  
there's a crime scene  
at your groin  
when you roll away  
from my hips,  
a viscous epitaph
of french deaths  
staining your pores...  
... i suck my psychosis  
from your pulse,  
clean the proof  
of destructive lust  
from your veins
.
.
.
& in the quiet,  
i taste  
my gratitude
 
//  
 
author's note:  
Спасибо ...
... я люблю тебя
постоянно