Chemical Straight Jacket

i fed my disease pain  
& it began to crave the ache  

it ravaged me  
all to feel me bleed  
the crack like crystal meth

bringing me to my knees  
pleading with the gods  
to release me from the grip  
of the demon called speed  
but it was not to be  

in my higher state of consciousness
i reached to the celestial for answers  
enchanted by my frailty

they refuse to release me
from the chemical restraints  
bound my soul touches outer space  

my body cries for deliverance  
the gods turn a blind eye  
instead they help me get high  

i fall down just to get back up again  
though i wonder  
how far i will fall the next time  

lying & sneaking around  
swearing if i don't get caught  
there won't be a another  

until it's there, that line in my face  
the ultimate rush  
lasts all day & night  

fucks you proper  
& no, i'll never be able to forget it  

Written by smackdownraven
Modified 29th December 2017
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