epilogue: [// dear Ggod //]

you bound your fists
in the white silk
spilling from an open wound
between my breasts;
my heart pulsed listlessly
in the ace of cups
from which you silenced
the keening
of whatever grief
you're capable of ~
... my mouth flaked away,
the fragments drifting
from your bloody knuckles
& the clots of opinions
negligently scrawled across
your aggression ...
the profane remorse
swirled between us,
{viscid & poppy scented}
the seeds of its discord
sowed on my tongue
i fed you breadcrumbs
from the folds
of a bloody tea towel,
knotted the edges
around your lips
to quiet the stream
of obscene consciousness ...
... your murmurs pressed
against the splinters
of my self worth
the epicenter folded
& i shattered
i woke, untouched;
ears empty of your
"need somethings "
pressed repeat
& lulled myself
in the loop of
the monotone caress,
cutting myself on the pixels
to feel your words,
your knife,
the tender madness
of our xoxo's ~
... i dreamed fondly
of your darkness
& opened my blinds
to cast out the ache
where my phantom organ
beats its mockery ...
darling, brother
your silence cuts me
deeper than you ever did
Written by _shadoe_ (koshka)
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