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[ fAwL ] Aftermath
Sitting in an epsom salt bath aftermath
with many a stream-lined tear
clinging to snotted nose;
cumulative wrath of sadness
clotted, released, now flows
effortlessly more so these days
as I learn to cope with feelings
in ways I've never felt before
though often difficult to discern
gossip of hope from fear
when chatter of the latter
woes as it outweighs
common sense
and what I'd rather experience:
your soul uplifted
in Joy and Happiness sheer
from True Love gifted;
tomorrow being today's
Kingdom to come
instead of pain and sorrow
I inflict with insensitive praise
in subconsious heapings of
the ill conceived believed
or through actions unjust
to just plain fucking dumb
My only recourse?
Survive my own stupidity
wear it as a merit badge
if I must
subscribe to the fierce
force of nature that is Us
and earn back what Trust
was ultimately lost
because I choose Love
over bitter fruits of vines
with their strangling shoots
not drink of their wines---
leave them unpicked
ripened, to rot
Let God kill them, roots
and all in the end with a
salting frost holocaust
across scorched earth
previously accepted
as my lot
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