Can I Get It????

 
If  I  want  it …
Can  I get  it?
If  I  want  it…
Will  she  let  me?
But  once  I  got  it…
Do  I  still  want  it?
If  she  let’s  me…?
What  else  can  I  get?
Will  I keep  it ?
Can  I  improve  it?
Does  she  want  it?
Just  cuz  she  let’s  me…
Now  that  I  got   it…
Why  am  I  still  sweating?
Gambling  she  can  keep  me…
I  bet  I  can  get  it  again?
On  to  the  next  getting…
Already forgotten  that  I  can  get  it…
How  could  I,  she  gave it   to  me?
Is  she  happy  that  she  gave  it?
Or  has  she  given  up  on  getting  back?
Retracing  getting  what  was  gotten…
Did  I  waste  what  I  had?
Will  she  want  to  go  back?
Before  I  got  it,  I  did  want  it????
Now  I  got  to  fight  for  what  is  given….
I  remember  when  I  had  that….
Now  all  I  got  is   the  question….
Why  didn’t  I  keep  it?