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Sacrificial lamb
Maybe it's just karma hunting me down
Because I can never be happy now
Go ahead take it all from me
Watch me drown
I'll choke and suffocate
On all our memories
All are dreams
And promises made to me
I'll fade away
It doesn't even matter tho
Because I've always been nothing
A sacrificial lamb for the hurting the used
They Use me in return
Taking from me my essence
leaving me empty
suicidal and hopeless
A Scavenger of human sorrow
Picking at my heart and bones until i have no marrow
No soul
Lips blue
dead cold
Im just a tool to be used
Then when not needed forgotten
Left in the rain cold,
buried like shame and forgotten
Even when you spit venom blinding my soul
The one you vowed to love and hold
I still hold out a rose
As I bleed internally thinking she would stop if she knows
My heart
My soul
And compassion
oxidize into iron
Growing numb to the cold
I once glowed
so golden once
I rised.
I shined
I flew
I've flowed
You don't know a half of me
And will probably never see
Why do i try tho to fight for this life
You just hate me I can feel it
Remorse anger guilt resentment
It's easy to blame me for your anger
Bitterness and hatred
But the truth is were all fucking adults
in control of are own choices
Honesty and loyalty
Compassion and empathy
The soul shattering words we plant in the minds
of are lovers
Or enemies
I'm not perfect
And never claimed to be
I've sinned
Fucked up plenty actually
I wear my battle scars proudly
Fuck the world and what they think of me
Or did to me
Or anybody
You Got a problem
Get down on both knees
and that's right
fucking blow me
I don't owe anybody
I'm being me
I'm not in it for popularity
Or For our fucked up society
I was in it for us
Thought we were on the same team
But I guess it's just me
Just worthless no purpose
Not worth a second of a minute
I just want darkness to creep over me
Its cold hands choking me tightly
Nicely suffocating
The feeling of peace in me
The release of spirit
Soon to be
No pain with the living
No hopes
No dreams
Because I can never be happy now
Go ahead take it all from me
Watch me drown
I'll choke and suffocate
On all our memories
All are dreams
And promises made to me
I'll fade away
It doesn't even matter tho
Because I've always been nothing
A sacrificial lamb for the hurting the used
They Use me in return
Taking from me my essence
leaving me empty
suicidal and hopeless
A Scavenger of human sorrow
Picking at my heart and bones until i have no marrow
No soul
Lips blue
dead cold
Im just a tool to be used
Then when not needed forgotten
Left in the rain cold,
buried like shame and forgotten
Even when you spit venom blinding my soul
The one you vowed to love and hold
I still hold out a rose
As I bleed internally thinking she would stop if she knows
My heart
My soul
And compassion
oxidize into iron
Growing numb to the cold
I once glowed
so golden once
I rised.
I shined
I flew
I've flowed
You don't know a half of me
And will probably never see
Why do i try tho to fight for this life
You just hate me I can feel it
Remorse anger guilt resentment
It's easy to blame me for your anger
Bitterness and hatred
But the truth is were all fucking adults
in control of are own choices
Honesty and loyalty
Compassion and empathy
The soul shattering words we plant in the minds
of are lovers
Or enemies
I'm not perfect
And never claimed to be
I've sinned
Fucked up plenty actually
I wear my battle scars proudly
Fuck the world and what they think of me
Or did to me
Or anybody
You Got a problem
Get down on both knees
and that's right
fucking blow me
I don't owe anybody
I'm being me
I'm not in it for popularity
Or For our fucked up society
I was in it for us
Thought we were on the same team
But I guess it's just me
Just worthless no purpose
Not worth a second of a minute
I just want darkness to creep over me
Its cold hands choking me tightly
Nicely suffocating
The feeling of peace in me
The release of spirit
Soon to be
No pain with the living
No hopes
No dreams
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