I've lived

I've lived a life that most would not care for
I was hidden away from view
I was played for a fucking fool
I drank myself stupid over and over again

part of it I wasted my time trying to make things work
with people who was not worth my time spending on
some of it I even got in trouble with the law
part of it I was married for a year

I tried to show you see that we were worth saving
part of it I've spent thinking on a much deeper level
some of it I wished and prayed for things that are not realistic
part of it I chased a dream to become a Father

some of it I've been overseas to find love
part of it I've dreamed of better dreams
some of it I've spent awake over thinking things .