Desperate

Confusion tears at me...are we lovers or aren't we?...I can't wait anymore..I need to know...is this a fleeting moment...or a passion big enough to grow....

When you bump into me...I' m honored to feel your sleeve...when you smile at me...my stomach churns...I can' t breathe...and those eyes...those eyes when they follow me...into a dark place...I sink...cause love hurt me once before...and the grain I have left...can' t be tortured anymore...

Oh my heart...my beautiful heart...it yearns for you...needing you...wanting you...oh your mind...your beautiful mind...so above me...so ahead of my time...if only you could spare a minute...try to get to know me...you can find shelter within my soul..you can find home...

My crush...oh how I' m desperate for you...I feel God all over you...I tremble when you enter the room...the tension keeps building...You get close to my lips but no kiss...you get near my hand but don't hold it....you smell my neck but don' t bite it...you make me feel so raw.