Drowning

So fucking depressed
In this existence that I'm in
Motivation for life deceased..
Being Dragged along kicking and screaming..
Stuck on a conveyer belt living life Without meaning..

Laying here rotting,
face down in a pool of faded dreams and aspirations ..
Where a life of misery and torment
Is my only expectation..

Living behind a facade of fakeness...
Enduring agony
And Distress
On a day to day basis..
Constantly looking for an escape from this absolute hell
Of pain and torture
i seem to hide so well..

I live in hope
Everyday I live in hope
Searching for the light that guides me away from the anguish and torment that plagues me.