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Her paintings.

Pyro
Psycho
Schizo
She paints on the old red
This numbness feeling
Makes her feel dead
Silently Watching the paint trickle down
As she bled

She would start fires on her skin
Feeling the sting
Anxiety at its peak
A faint smile forming across her face
A mixture between love and hate
She Loved the pain
But Hated that she felt insane
Hated herself
No sense of self worth
Evil thoughts derived from the constant feeling of being hurt
This overthinking over emotional curse
Overbears her  
So she started painting
And that was 7 years ago
Or was it 8 years ago ?


She tried to rub the paint away
But it won't fucking erase
And the people who try to relate
She fucking hates them
She feels cornered as they stare
The same people who hurt her now  all of the sudden care,
 They're feeling  guilty and making amends
Their glare reflecting off her canvas
But society won't understand
Her artwork
They dont understand
Why she painted it.
Then she begins to doubt herself
On why she ever started painting in the first place ..
Written by Purplekc
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