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it just is
you're probably hanging out with your friends, that can't know about me
because they'd probably stop talking to you.
And I wish I could feel bad for myself
But the truth is I did this.
all I should feel is bad
pain
and anger towards myself
its all I feel, sprinkle some anxiety on that and you've got me pinned
I need something to make this go away but you think I deserve to be in this state all the time
im looking for something to make my demons run
But they like it when I'm self destructive
they like it when my feelings are fragile
they like it when I scream
when I can't breathe
when I'm ready to break
I think sometimes I like it too
but I don't like it the way they do, I like it because its something to feel
these feelings give me something
which is better than the nothing I feel on most days.
because they'd probably stop talking to you.
And I wish I could feel bad for myself
But the truth is I did this.
all I should feel is bad
pain
and anger towards myself
its all I feel, sprinkle some anxiety on that and you've got me pinned
I need something to make this go away but you think I deserve to be in this state all the time
im looking for something to make my demons run
But they like it when I'm self destructive
they like it when my feelings are fragile
they like it when I scream
when I can't breathe
when I'm ready to break
I think sometimes I like it too
but I don't like it the way they do, I like it because its something to feel
these feelings give me something
which is better than the nothing I feel on most days.
Published 2nd Dec 2017
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8th Dec 2017 5:51pm
I like it
it makes me feel rough around the edges and broken
like a baseball through the neighbors window.
very good use from the repetition of "they like it"
well penned Anxiety, keep'em coming.
it makes me feel rough around the edges and broken
like a baseball through the neighbors window.
very good use from the repetition of "they like it"
well penned Anxiety, keep'em coming.
8th Dec 2017 8:18pm
thank you, i didn't really work hard on this one. it just spewed out on a bad day.
thank you again hun.
thank you again hun.
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- Edited 28th Dec 2018 6:48pm
2nd Apr 2018 9:12pm
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