Lost in space

 

What can I say ?
You took my heart and ran away
But not to far
Just to a quiet place
Where you and I get lost in space

I touch your lips and caress your face
Planting those soft kisses
That seem to melt away
All the hurt
And all the pain

I wipe years away
With each tear fallen
Those beautiful eyes
Leaking their passion

You're that special place I go to
Whenever I need to
Feel secure and safe

And In your embrace
there is no other place
Soft kisses and compliments
Remind me that now
I am in that better place
A safer place
One I so desperately needed
Non of that violence and venom  
And narcissistic behavior

 I know I still push away..
And Trust and boundaries issues
still chew away
At the inner doubt in me
The lesser half of me..
The man I hate to see

But I’m More afraid to face my face
Knowing my demons each have there place
I'm I worthy ? Should I be living ?
I know
 i would be better off dead tho
Just a forgotten memory
A common name written on a tombstone
Bury me anywhere
Because I've never had a home
Or someone's arms where I felt safe

God damn babygirl
You got me all insane
Love punch drunk love
It's like a shot to my face

I'm lost in all that is you
The good the bad the ugly
It's all worth it to me
Actually you most likely saved me
I was planning on ending it all
Before you consumed me with your grace

Now all I see is you
But you already know that
You're my princess
My babygirl my kitten
My everything
And if you somehow didn't know
Well now for certain
you know that  
I love you
And there is no going back.