Love and Dedication

Someone ask,
Do you miss her?
  
I didn’t,
Couldn’t,
Answer!
  
Tears in my soul,
Ripped from my heart,
Pooled in my eyes,
Trailed down my cheeks.
  
Bowed my head,
Remembering.
  
Sighing, Almost and Silently.
  
Turned,
Walked away!

I go the extra mile to show that i care.
Sometimes i feel that the love from THE opposite side goes bare.

When problems grow like grass when there is rain.

I keep walking forward, because i don't want to go through the problems in my past again.

I'm steady going through the absent of my heart, because two months ago the love i thought that i had was torn apart.

The shameful of the broken promises eats me up til the point i just want to give up.

But seeing her standing there hopeful and hungry for my love makes me wanna take it all back and man up.

I'm hungry for her love, I'm thirsty for her attention and I'm greedy for the TLC. At times when she dedicate her time with someone else, I just fall back and see is this where she want to be.

All the females that was in the past and present turned their backs on the one that was going to stay no matter how many times the person screw up.

Lately i noticed that i don't never get the satisfaction and the full TLC as i should.

It's not about sex, but to me LOVE is like sex, because we are connecting our emotions, mentality and we show each other that we love one another.

People can have sex all day long, plus say that i love you, BUT if they don't connect in all levels it's just a friend with sexual benefits.

I go a hundred miles a day for her, every time i search, i look for her love.

Every time i walk up i look for her touch or a hug with the softest kiss from her lips, but now I don't have that anymore.

Every time i go somewhere for a purchase, i always think about her and what will she like and say to me "babe, this is cute"

I rather deal with the bad and the good of a person, love a female unconditionally, get to know everything about her rather than smash and pass, I'm in love with her so I'm going to make it last.

I write her name in the sky so i can let God know who i love.

When my back was turned i was crossed up, but i looked at how much i was needed, so i stayed.

I love her to the point that I will forgive her wondering soul and heart.

I love her heart, i am thirsty to be apart of it.

I'm greedy for her soul, I'm clingy to her body, I'm there for her needs and what she wants.  

When i look at her FACE, she Deserve the truth like any other human being, but SOME love the lie hide and run from the truth.

I always tried to do something amazing for her so she can always enjoy me and never get bored of me.

I want my love and the sound of my voice WAKE her up from bad dreams and doing terrible things.

I want her lips to be on mines everyday like it should, because she is apart of me.

I give her my everything i invested my time and love, until i don't have nothing now left.

I see when she is trying, but her friends crisis always gets in the way.

I want more love from her, but she stopped by WHAT she's done and what HAD occurred.

I CRY so when I'm all over her and she is not all over me.

To BE honest i don't know when she is going to give me her love back and probably never will, BUT MY heart is giving out.

I just need her to show it all.