sad but true

It is sad but true I wished I never met you
because of this pain that you've left me in
I had temptation I knew I wanted to get out of this place
I just wished that you never wasted my time as this pain is just to real

Everything I did I did for you all I asked is that you showed me love
I never wanted to live this nightmare that you left me with
I still loved you with the consequences of your actions
I know it's crazy but that's just how I feel

I'm not a number that you can pick from a hat
my soul has bled just a little too much
I'm not a magician even though I wished I could make him disappear
all I know is you are so fucking beautiful

My body and head have many scars
the one that hurts the most is I'm desperate for you
thunder and lightning could not make me stop loving you
It took a long time for me to accept the truth that I made excuses for you

it's simple I traveled the length of the globe to be with you
you took another your shame and guilt stopped you
from giving us another chance
You made me who I am today and you know I am no monster

he just took advantage of you as far as I'm concerned
he will never be forgiven for what he did to me to us and what we used to be
Who knew that love could hurt so much I gave it my all you gave it all up the writing is on the wall for sure not that it made a difference anyway

You need to be honest with your self
did you ever realy love me
because you said some pretty hurtful things to me
so I would walk away from you which almost killed me.